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Hey all! I love Horses! Love working with them. I applied for kind of a temp. position as a stable hand as these are larger Stallions. Beautiful horses! I was suppose to start next Saturday at 7:00 to be trained and I just get a call saying they're having problems and won't be needing my services! Damn! I just can't get a frikin' break! I was not going to get rich but, it's work. It's some extra cash! I could sell Jet's to private companies or dig a ditch and I cannot get a damn job anywhere! Does someone need a honest reliable dedicated person who can do anything? A personal assistant? someone to take care of there property, babies, animals, helicopters, anything? I'm having a moment and I'm not liking it! My soul is weary with prayer...first time I ever felt that way! Not doubting my Father in anyway as Faith is all I have besides my family....which I cannot support! Where's the help!? I play drums, I'm good! Heres a pic of my Ludwig kit. Any touring rockers want a drummer who's life ambition since 3 has been to play the drums for Jesus? I'm cheap!

To the attention of:

Barack Obama, US President;
Bobby Jindal, Governor of Louisiana;
US Senators from Louisiana: David Vitter, Mary L. Landrieu;
US Representatives from Louisiana: Anh "Joseph" Cao, Bill Cassidy, Charles W. Boustany Jr., Jeffrey M. Landry, John Fleming, Rodney Alexander, Steve Scalise;
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I work all the time and am really tired of struggling. This gets to be hard when you guys keep raising the tax. It is not just the tax, it is everything. I have been working going on 30 years and have never seen the economy like this. Why can't you guys just keep printing the money we need? That is my solution to it .

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you know honestly im just tired. i have no problem owning up to where i messed up or made the wrong choices that got me to this rutt im in right now. but ive been tryingto climbout for almost a year now and ill almost get there everything is lined upit cant get anything but better from here and BAM!!!!! right back to square one. I'm so sick of being broke stressed sick fighting etc. in no way will i give up but there are times where i feel like that is all i can do. an investor all i need is 2k my biz will be up and running. A co-signer for my student loan i can put up the 2k myself and get ahead. A measly 500 hundred extra a month i could finally tell him to leave and never come back. im either over qualified or no degree yet 1yr to go but he makes it hard to even do that. something has to give

I MY NAME IS MARIA IM 13 YEARS OLD ...

MY FAMILY IN NEED OF HELP BEACUASE MY DAD DOESNT WORK STAYS AT HOME SMOKING INSIDE THE HOUSE AND LAYING DOWN WATCHING TV OR PLAYING A GAME IN THE COMPUTER NAMED YOVILLE ON MYSPACE AND MY MOM THE SAME DOESNT WORK STAYS AT THE HOUSE SMOKING INSIDE CIGARETTES AND ANYTIME I TELLTHEM TO STOP BEACUSE IS AT APT ND 2 ROOM WITH 5 KIDS AND THEY SMOKE IN THE LIVING ROOM LIKE 2PACKS A DAY EACH MY MOM AND DAD BOTH SAY DO YOU PAY THE RENT NO SO LEAVE ME ALONE AND EVERYTIME I GO TO MY FRIENDS HOUSE THEY ALL SAY I SMELL LIKE CIGARETTES AND IN SCHOOL THE SAMETHING ..

AND THEY PAY THE RENT BY MY GRAND PA HELPS THEY OUT AND IDK HOW BUT THEY WASTE ALOT OF MONEY IN CIGARETTE BOXES AND IM TIRED OF SMELLING LIKE THAT AND LEAVEING INSIDE A LITTLE APT AND ALL MY BROTHES AND SISTERS Im THE OLDES. . .......

PLEASE HELP ME Im TIRED EMAIL ME AT gaby_2544@yahoo.com THANKS

Hello,

  I am homeless and can only stay with a relative until next thursday.  I lost my job several months ago my only source of income was my husband who got himself arrested 1 month ago and is being deported back to his country we have 3 children together and now I am completley on my own I have applied for every and any job with no response.  I do not know what to do.  I do not want to take my children to a shelter there are no underlying issues like drug abuse or drinking or any other vices my problem is I need a job and there is no money. I am at the end of my rope if any one reads this can you please pray for my family.  My children and I do not deserve the situation that my husband left us in.  I need a miracle if not I will have to go to a shelter.  Someone please pray for me thank you and God Bless.

hi i am ann1212. i don't know how i found this web page, i am just glad i did. maybe putting this in writing will help me sleep tonight. i am trying to keep a good attitude. i feel like i am under attack. everything i try to do just seems to fall appart. there is just to much to write. i am feeling overwhelmed. it's not like i don't know that jesus is with me. i just feel so bad i can't feel his touch or hear his voice in this moment in time. maybe i will feel him again tomorrow, but right now my guts are in a knot and i am so tired. i know that if i just keep my eye on him i will never sink. i have overcome and accomplished so many things that i know i could not have done without him to love me no matter what. please say a prayer for me because i am so tired.

We have been out everyday walking and talking  and or progress is slow. you know I am starting to feel pretty down on all this . you never know though something or someone may still come threw , you just never know . We have had some very nice people that have donated a few bucks here and there . They were great, and I know its hard sometimes when you just don't have money. I think alot of people are in that situation these days. So the ones that have helped with what they could  thank you so much . Colter is definitely getting tired , I don't blame him hes seven he would much rather be playing at home .  I think it maybe time to take a few days break so he doesn't get burnt out. I want him to have fun not hate it.

Hello friends call me wenny,I am 47 yrs old,and have 4 children,I have been sick since july 2006 with chronic lyme disease.I have been on many meds.I can not seem to get a grip on this,i am in bed most days i see double vision lots of times.i use to be a caregiving person whom was happy full of energy and looked forward to the future.it seems that now i am on disability,sad angry tired sick,and i am losing my will to future goals and plans.I seem to be struggling with everything,i cant go to most appointments because i have to depend on rides from friends,or im too sick to go.my children seem to be angry that im sick.and i dont blame them.i am single and try to look happy.but my immmune system is down.and i can not get all the herbs to go with the meds because there so expensive.my income is very low so i can not afford renting anymore.housing seems to be a 5 year wait,so i dont know what to do.all i want is my health.a little cabin in the woods with a garden.im tired and sick and sicred.i had to give my dog who was my best friend away this week because i can not keep her where i live.and can not put a kennel up outside because theres no place to put one and im too sick to walk her.im hurt and crying all the time.feel very alone and want my friend back.i love my kids more than anything.but i think they are drained from watching me fall apart all the time.my daughter lives in vermont has 2 jobs just to put herself through school and pay her rent,i cant even help her.she calls sometimes crying because shes so tired and wants to give up and some how shes keeps going.

I am a 24 year old hopefull entreprenur. I want to start my own business and it was going good for awhile until i lost my day job due to some racist comments made by my then  manager and things got tuff after that. I didnt have anywhere to live I was sleeping on the train until it closed and moving around from friends and family houses until I wore out my welcome until i found  two roomates who dont speak to me  now because im putting them in a bad bind. I have 89. cents to my name. my account is in the negative of a hundred dollars, im two month behind on my rent. and my cell phone got turned off . I have been living like this for 6 months trying to find a job scraping up money to go on interviews with no one calling me back and I dnt want to turn to dancing or anything like that csuse Im hoping things will get better. I just need help getting on my feet.

Well its anpther day and it seems worse today than yesterday. But that is not unusual each day gets worse with no end in sight The person I stay with wants me out and I have no job no money and nowhere to go I live in altamonte Springs, Fla. But I don't want to be on the street but I am so close. I have to tell you I am very affraid. I have no family to help me. And I had a colosomy last year and am in pain a lot of the time. I realy want my surgury turned back around and all I need is 2800 dollars it might as well be a million. It gets harder to go on everyday. Most nites I go to sleep hoping I won't wake up. Soon I will have no choice but to just give up. I never thought I would say that but I'm.so tired. I must be being punished for something. I might as well finish the job.

I am a terminally ill woman on hospice since may 08, 09. I have breast cancer, tumors on lung they believe has spread from my breast and end stage emphysema. I receive 1083.00 per month social security and have medicare but don't qualify for medicaid. My bills are around 850.00 per month. This does not leave me much for groceries, clothes, transportation costs, co-pays on dr. visits, hospitalations, prescriptions, hiring someone to do housework shopping, and other errands. I am in wheelchair and on oxygen 24 hrs a day. I can not do anything that requires exertion. Every month I struggle to get food from food banks, etc. I have a 5 cm goiter in my thyroid and have been hospitalized twice for choking while trying to eat. I have a hiatal hernia and acid reflux as well as herniations in both my cervical and thoracic spine. I need help financially every month and most agencies either say they can't help or will help on one time basis, which I have used with all agencies I know of. I cannot travel and make a lot of phone calls trying to get help and my long distnce service was discontinued because I couldn't afford to pay my phone bill. I miss a lot of appts. because I can't afford to pay someone to take me. I need financial help. I have no burial insurance. Please anyone that can help me, I would appreciate it. thank you anna booth

I love my children dearly and I try to make good choices but I end up nowhere. My children's fathers turned out to be loosers even though my children were planned. I feel like I am tired of being in this world. If I am unable to take care of my children, why should I live? I tried being strong for 9 months but I just can't be anymore. I tried getting financial assistance from the state but in Utah you have to go to school or search for a job full time in order to qualify and I don't have a car and no one cares about me. There are no transportation systems where I live and daycares are clear across town. I tried to find online employment but I am unable to find any real work that makes good money without start up costs. I am at the end of my rope and I am tired in everyway. Does anyone have any ideas?

in need   of   christmas   help    and  help   with  insurance   im  fighting   a  disabilty     case   i have  lupus  and   fibermiagia     wlling  to pay back   if  someone  can  help

i have an 11year old boy and he was taken from me due to the system i dont do drugs and do not drink either.the system said neglect,i had finacial hard times and they took my son from me. i have been trying to get my son back ever sence the woman who has my child lives with a man who does do drugs but that dont matter they say because my son is taken care of i did not lose my parental rights the woman who has my child she can give him back to me anytime she refuses to she cant have any children and every time i think i can aproach her to give my son back for just a visit even to spend some time with mt son. she said no because if i have my son for more than 48 hours i dont have to give him back and every time i think i finacially secure to take good care of him and just go get him the latter gets pulled out from undernieth me i have a 18 year old son i have raised and who is also liveing with me they said it was fine for him to stay with me the woman who has my 11 year old did not want my 18 year old at the time he was 9 because he has tourettes syndrom she could not handle it so now times are even tougher i lost my job i lost my home i had to move in with someone i use to be able send my 11 years gift cards or toys threw the mail i cant efford to do that no more there are no jobs and i am not on no financial programs i work for a liveing this was just a breif story but not a story about what happend and why i am seeking help threw this here computer {desperate} i have allready disapointed  my 11 year old with his birthday i dont want to do that on xmas i really need help this is my last hope some one please give me some ideas advise some kind of idea in what i can do { not  looking for money gift cards would be great any help would be appreciated }  thank you